I've been working with Santa Muerte for about 2 and a half years already. She has had such a strong presence in my life and I am so thankful that she always protects me in the way she does. It' so crazy how she is always the center of attention when someone betrays me. I am kind, but people get so caught up in who she is and what she represents, that people show the ugliest parts of themselves when they find out I'm a devotee. I am very thankful she helps me weed out all the terriblbe people out of my life. She was there for me right when I started to have slivers of thoughts of detransition and I am so thankful she was there every step of the way. She really does feel like my mom. She is my mom. The most genuiene mom I could ever ask for. Now that I have fully accepted being a fem non-binary person, I want to work with her on how to take better care of myself. How to cook and clean well. How to take proper care of my health and appointments. How to take care of my spiritual and mental health. And most of all, how to be completely happy in being me.
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